Tuesday, May 29, 2007
11:06 AM
I Felt A Sense Of Useless-ness inside of me. Being Hopeless. Unfaithful. Irresponsible, and all you can think of. Well,I Just Don't Like Myself. I don't fulfil promises or wishes. I tend to forget. I'm irresponsible in a way. Sometimes though, i feel i'm not important. Not supposed to be in the picture. I feel left out. But i try to catch up again and again. You said I wasn't all of the above. But day by day, outcomes have been proving me that i am one of those qualities above. I know you do care. But caring doesn't mean to be every now and then. I wanted my own space to think for awhile. Just thought of it, and the problem just lies in me. I'm making it worse even. I'm really sorry for this cause and i hope u may forgive me. I regret above my attitude towards you. I don't want this to affect our relationship coz' this has nothing got to do with it at all. It's just me. P/S : Dear, after reading this. I hope u'll forgive me. I'm really sorry and i regret doing this; causing chaos between us. It was all me. I love you. I don't hate you. Your comment you gave me in Friendster, wow! it was really a 'punch in the face' comment. I don't hate you. Listen and trust me.
RUSTY 09 ;
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